Today has been a wild ride again.  Last night I eat food I know I can't have but did so anyways because it was here and I had no self-control and need list to say I was up all night very sick, throwing up and well other things as well.

     Reminds me of the Israelites they became very discontent and started complaining and they missed a lot of blessing... Self control is something I have never been good at but I with Gods help will be working on it this year...

      Why is it that we want what we can't have or we shouldn't have? Why is it that we trade what is good for us for something that most of the time hurts us....?

       I chalk it up to I want what I want when I want it.... and whith God that is no way to be....  

       So what are you doing in your life is stopping blessing in your life.... ?